Excerpts

So, I gained some weight over the grey days.
It happens...
I stressed out about meeting someone I met online
In person.
Worried about his reaction.
I wonder:
If I am willing to lose weight,
Will he be willing to quit smoking?

They say a smoking habit is difficult to break
...but that's really not the point.

Is it?

Attraction is a powerful thing, it is.
What attracts me to another is looking into their eyes
and catching that glimpse of kindness in their heart.

I'm weird

I enjoy my own company;
Loving the freedom to do whatever I want,
Whenever.
My pets keep me company.
I'm happy.
So, why do I insist on trying to complicate my life?

Oh, yeah.
...that part about being weird.

*sigh*